Okay yeah I need to stop cap...s...ing... my journal headers. SHUT UP.

Anyway yeah, had like, a seizure or something and put up a goal journal ([link]). And I don't...whatever. But the point is, I decided I need goals, too. GOOD GOALS. That don't...you know.....suck. And ones that are ACTUALLY IMPORTANT TO MY LIFE. Like, HEALTHY. And...making me like...a better person.

SO. Shut up this is so happening. SRSLY. YOU. GAIZ. Srsly you gaiz. SRSLY. Ssssrrrsssslllyyyyy.

Short-term Goals
The Ones Starting and Ending Today!
- Make this goal list. Check.
- Ditch my crap friends. Like I need to if I don't want to end up a felon...the crime being I stabbed all these people in the face. Okay ya I say they're my friends, but they're really, really not. I like..hate. All of them. I'M PICKY OKAY. They're all stupid douches who..who ignore me, or are rude to me, or insult my characters for no flippin' reason, or RANDOMLY DECIDE THEY'RE CROSS WITH ME, or are just...just STUPID. I mean COME ON. COME ON! COME ON. Where am I finding these friends?? "Stupid Douchebags Incorporated"? ...I would so buy something from there. But ya. I like, get mad at these people and then draw them dying. OR maybe myself dying of their stupidity. But then adults freak out. Cos they read too deep. I draw like, a baked potato and they have an aneurysm and pop a blood vessel and sign me up for counseling. Anyway yeah, I've got like, two (that's 2) friends who I would help move. And that's like..if anyone's ever done that before, it's gross. So if you help a friend move, you like, love them. IT'S AN INDICATOR DON'T MESS WITH IT.
- Do the dishes. THIS IS A REAL GOAL FOR ME.
- Stop getting on AIM all the time. Except to talk to Waffles. And Nami.
- Cut out MSN completely. NO ONE IMPORTANT IS THERE.
- Get a life

Intermediate..term Goals
The Ones That Take Little Time But I Am Doing Repeatedly!
- Jog a mile every day. WHY? Because I want to.
- Clean my house. HOW CAN I STAND TO LIVE IN THIS SQUALOR?
- Continue to not talk to my crap friends who I hate.
- Write at least a page of my darling dearest Severs (AKA Vash) at least...every day.
- Eat healthier! Because..Yeah!
- Retain my life

Long-term Goals
The Ones That Teachers and Parents Want to Hear About!
- Get straight A's next year in school. I AM SO TIRED OF THIS MEDIOCRITY.
- Keep my house clean. COMPLETELY. Like, no dishes. WHICH I'M DOING TODAY. *Goal'd*
- Find people besides Nami and Matt (And Waffles and maybe one other person who I haven't decided yet) who I like....caaaaaare about. CARE. *Hyperventilate*
- Finish at least a giant chunkazoid of my novel. THAT I'M WORKING ON. Because I'm cool. BUT when I get to the end I'm gonna have to re-write the beginning cos I'll go back and realize I've grown as a writer and I HATE THE START. So. THESE THINGS HAPPEN.
- Get. Laid. Boo-ya.
- Succeed in building my life

So that's like, all I can think of right now. AT THIS POINT IN TIME. While I am being skittish in my household, still. ALSO regarding my friends...I would totally of ditched them by now but IT IS SO HARD. If I don't talk to you on AIM, I like, still like you. Don't WORRY. Especially you gaiz, , , and . AND OTHER PEOPLE I FORGOT. And if I forgot you, well, then...maybe you should reply to my journals. More. AND I should reply to your journals more, too. SO LIKE TELL ME IF I DON'T REPLY. But wait, since you don't reply to my journals, you'll never see this. SO THE POINT IS MOOT.

RIDEWARRIOR I DON'T KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE OR WHEN I EVEN STARTED WATCHING YOU but hi. You've RESPONDED TO MY LIFE the past couple of journals. That is all I ask from you gaiz. Only I don't even ask that. BUT it's a nice surprise. I like...look forward to hearing what you have to say. It's EERIE you make me unselfish. ...Well, that is, CARING about what other people have to say. ABOUT THEMSELVES. *Deep breath* Hi.

KORUME you like haven't been on much in FOREVER but I MISS YOUUUUU and I don't have a real reason. GUH! Yay. I CHECK FOR YOU WHENEVER I REMEMEBER WGFAREG ASFEAGWEGFAER LOVEEE

BETWIXTWORLDS YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE only not really cos that's...pretty gay. BUT I love our conversations. THEY'RE AWESOMETASTICAL. Ya. Sex-eh. I luff that you've like, RESPONDED to my INANE RANTS of STUPIDITY. Also, I like Zack, so...pancakes.

KOKONATTNOERGOWEDGSRGF-CREAM. YOU have a long-ass name. YES. Yes. Yus. I LOVE. I miss you, too. YOU ARE SUCH AN AWESOME POSSUM. Which reminds me I have a raccoon living in my backyard. IT IS TRES FABU-LAY. Which is FRENCH for fabulous. ...WHAT. It is! *Is not*

ANYWAY YA if any of you gaiz ANY OF YOU GAIZ have AIM or sumfing, LET ME KNOW. Or even MSN. I WOULD GET ON IT FOR YOU. You being "anyone who reads this". I WOULD. I SWEAR. Cos I love you dA people ): You're not all STUPID DOUCHE-ASSES. And...and YES. Those. THIS. These. Thems. THEM.

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SNEAKER!

-- XOXO Mellz